Beautiful Michelle Phan

She's The make up Guru who inspired me a lot :)

Ya of coz I even spent most of the time to keep me updated with her new vids on You Tube.

She's just AWESOME. regardless all of the gossips and rumors I've read about her.

Her creative & imaginative style of make up really push me away. She was just AWESOME (Again!)

Oh ya. Do drop by and watch most of her make up tutorials on You Tube as you will also inspired to be as beautiful as her :)

Good Luck !

----> Google to find Info's & Gossips about dis make up Guru. Interesting !

Just added WISH LIST !

Oh mg !

I was so freaking obsessed with make up lately. I bought a lot and keep on trying n trying to make myself as beautiful as it is with those make up. Looking forward to own dis brush set and 88 palette eyeshadow for make myself satisfy !

Go Go Make up !

:)

:)

Kachingg $ $ $ $

My last goodbye to you

There's no need to argue anymore..

_Cranberries_

I miss you

Specially dedicated to my Sosa dearest..

Just want u to know, Mumy miss you....

i

just

miss

you

.

.

.

So

much,

.

.

Jangan ada benci

too tired to think.

Just keep on moving on,.

Andainya ada di antara kita nanti
Berubah hala serta janji
Jangan ada benci
Suka dan duka dilalui
Jadikan kenangan di sudut hati

Andainya cita-cita tidak kesampaian
Ikatan murni terputus di pertengahan
Jangan dikesalkan
Jangan lantaran kegagalan
Kita saling berdendam saling bermusuhan

Ungkit-mengungkiti
Sakit-menyakiti
Memusnahkan diri

Kita harus tabah dan bersedia
Cekal hadapi kemungkinan yang tiba
Kadangkala yang berlaku
Di luar kemahuan kau dan aku

Di sudut hati

:)

Missing my little sosa. But I sacrificed a lot for him. Anything for my baby as long as he's happy :)

Farewell to Mr Phraba

Thanks to Mr Phraba for the wonderful lunch at Sarawak Golf Club last week.

Little Precious

Current mode : Is missing my little sosa :(

Hopefully he's doing fine. Mumy loves u so much dear...

Love,

Sha(Only me)



Sharing some of my favorite shots with my little precious


Sosa in action :)

Alhamdulillah

Thanks Allah for the wonderful life :)

Done with my managing change presentation. The most awkward and scariest subject for dis semester. However, managed to answer all of the questions by mdm suria n_n

Ohh yaaaa. Little sosa was extremely playful and active today. Idk why. He even bite my finger okayy. And its bleeding (rasa nk tumbok jak) while I was presenting, left him inside my bag since he refused to stay inside the boding pouch. #sigh# naughty sosa. Huuuu.

2 more task to go and im free :) ohhhhh. Not to forget, the mangrove project n bel final exam. Duhhh. cant wait to sleep til pengssann and mkn tdo mkn tdo all the way. Iv been working so hard for the past 3 weeks ago. Not enough sleep, rest and improper meal time really drives me crazy. Not to forget all of the mentally tortured as well. It's okayy then. Life must go on :)

Okay great. Sosa is sleeping soundly like a pig. Hihihi 'good night' love. Mumy lovessss u muah2


Love,
Sha

Really breaks my heart into pieces looking at him sleeping soundly atm.. He suffers constipation, yet he still want to show me that he was doing fine with playing so hard..

Heartbreak

I feel bad when I cant do nothing to make him feel right.. I guess Sosa was infected by the urine disease. He even make this horrible sound of hissing when he want to do his bss. :(

Constipation is bad, same goes to us, as human. He may get constipation and diarrhea easily due to not enough fibre or even lack of liquid or water. Some says it might exist due to lack of exercise and stress to. That really make sense because he was separated with the other half of him. it may also increase the level of constipation as well.

I googled few blogs to search for informations how and what should i feed him to cure the pain. Need to get him an apple juice n apple as well tomorrow. Apple is one of the food that contains high on fibre. Hopefully this will help in a lot and recover as well

Intended to bring him to the vet and check the major problems and causes. But seems lke there is no vet here in Kuching that able to treat exotic pets like Sosa. Im oping for a miracle. Just like yesterday. I just want him to recover fast and able to survive..

God, help me. Again. Please.

Amin.

Love,

Sha&Sosa

Cela - Boneca

Been listening to this song for the past few minutes ago and decided to share with you guys.

Nice one there from Boneca. Guess it's one of the Indie Band that haven't establish well compared to other Indie bands.

Well, Good Luck guys. Nice song :)

Engkau mahu sempurna

Engkau jadi sempurna

Biar aku bahagia dengan cela ku

Engkau mahu malaikat

Turun dari kayangan

Biar aku bahagia dengan cela ku

mahadewi

Satu satunya Cinta --------> my baby sosa :)

Been listening to this song on repeat mode since yesterday. I even cant stop listening to it til now.

Nice & Great song as well.

Enjoy :)

Love,

Sha&Sosa

Infinite Tiredness

Hellooo Sunshine. God Morning :)

What a day ! Im so damn extremely busy and exhausted as well.

:( I even take a shower just now, abt 10 mins ago. I need some refreshment to actually boost up my energy ! I need food as well :(

Thanks to baby and k.umi for their effort in helping us (me & faizah) to complete our project. Really appreciate it so much darling ! I managed to complete the DIFFICULT and IMPORTANT part in our project mgt assignment. I m so thankful as well. Spent almost 3hours doing that so-call-important task and keep on trying til i actually get it right. I even have to redo it for 8 times ! :((

Damn. But sokay then. I already did it well for our group :)

Oh ya. Sosa was playing extremely hard today. Enjoying his new toys. hihi so cuteeeee. Will upload a few shots taken yesterday later ya. Pls be good to mummy dearest love. Mummy had so many things to take care about for dis few days. (Psstt. I even steal a few minutes to keep my stalker updated with my current condition *wink*)

Hoping that i will be able to complete those task tonight. And few more assignments are still waiting for me. (*Hey sha ! Its my turn ! U need to complete me first*) Oh God. Plsssssss. Help and bless me as well. Pls keep me healthy & give me some strength as well.

*sigh* im still hoping for a miracle :( Pls do exist.

Presentation, 2 public finance assignments to be submitted on this thursday, Mid term test for public finance which is also on Thursday. My presentation which is on Friday. Submit Project mgt, Final Test for BEL on Friday ! Dats it. Im dying :((

Im physically & Mentally tortured :( Been crying so hard until I hardly forget how am i supos to stop on crying........................

I FEEL SO BAD AS WELL ! :'(

Dear God, pls help me. Im begging you.

i think dis will be the beginning of my journey that I need to face each and everyday. But I will remain strong, even though im not that strong. But still, I just want to be strong. I wish i could :)

Love,

Sha&Sosa

Wake up call

Morning sunshine ! (Eventho its cloudy outside :) )

Extremely tired & not enough rest, sleep and bla bla bla.

So many things to be done,. Do i still have enough 24hrs to make it ? Oh pls. Gimme an extra 8hrs for a day pls ! (Sosa, gimme sum extra time wont u !)

Last nite was awesome. Listening to the "music" which was created by little Sosa. Not to mention durng his 'riding time' with the wheel. omg. dats so freaking annoying. hoho but its okay then. As long as he enjoy playing with those toys alone.

Oh ya. Forget to mentioned that He was my wake up call. he even wait for me to wake up and stop playing around. Get into the sleeping pouch and sleep. that's so annoying boy ! Hoho but as always, watching his sleeping is the and precious time ever.

Yesterday always remain still. Today will be a different day perhaps.

But the entire bleeding part unable to be heal somehow.

Just walk.

Love,

Sha&Sosa

Joys & Tears

Of all the moments in my life,

you were always there somewhere.

Once as a wish.

Once as a blessing.

Not necessarily quoted for sadness purposes. But enough by saying this to whom it may concern.

Regret of having things that already come your way is not the greatest thing to talk about.

It may sometimes bring out the joy that u may keep it for granted.

But that's life. It always tend to be unfair.

Me, as a human being, will always look at the bright side & take it all as one memories for me to keep as forever.

Heartache & blissfulness will always remain the next best thing in life that you will never forget eternally.

I guess this is the end. We would rather put it that way & trying to dissapear as far as we can.

Because we were not meant for each other,.

To forget is to stop thinking of things that reminds us of our memories. Bu t I rather forgive to make sure that things that I always did before was being forgiven.

To forgive is just the way for letting go things that already did. We might not intended to do so, but that's life. It always be that way.

Keep on living on the same path, so that I will always reminded from where I was belong.

Psst. Dearest Sosa,

Someone had taken all the joy & all the happiness that u may want to share with your Glee for the rest of your life.

But dear, please make sure that u will not forget the other half of you. Even if you have to die, someday.

I will always give u the best that i can, to sacrifice all my life to be with you.

Because u were the next best thing that exist in my life.

So long misery, rest in peace.

Love,

Sha & Sosa

:)

:)

A Gift of life

That's life.

How wonderful it is ?

How painful it is ?

Knowing something that you wish not to know about it is really a Gift by Him. So, appreciate it.

Be Thank to Him.

Because you never know, dats actually what are you looking for after dis years..

Love,

Shasha_xoxo

Girl Power

Rule #1, girls !

DO NOT DATE YOUR FRIEND's EX !

:)

:)
:)

I don't date my friend's ex.

Love,

Shasha_xoxo

confused

The greatest strength to keep myself alive is tears.

Even in the dark, it will always be the most powerful strength to boost up my sadness..

Sometimes, its hard to believe things that might come your way..

You keep on moving, but there's nothing you can hold on to when storm push u away.

Still hurt inside, in fact it gets deeper.

Knowing the truth is the best thing in the world,

but knowing things that you dont even wish to care about is just like killing ursef with a knife.

i wish i never knew things that I dont want to know.

I wish i rather kill myself then just letting my mind keeps linger about things that would hurt me so much.

Dear Lord,

all i want is to keep myself away from all the sadness..

and just let it go caused I m the one who create all the mess.

Its just me.

Who dont even know where should i turn to..

My regret,

for knowing this...

Dear sun

May they who love you be like the sun when it rises in its strength

Doa si Mantan

"Semoga Tuhan akan selalu merahmati kamu"

Doa si mantan buat sang mantan nya.

" Ber terima kasih lah kepada Tuhanmu wahai sang mantan ku. Semoga suatu hari kamu akan mengerti kenapa dan mengapa jalan takdir mu ke arah yang bertentangan dari semua kemahuanmu.

Terima lah semua takdir yang telah Tuhan kamu titipkan. Karena dia tahu apa yg terbaik untuk kamu sang mantan ku.

Koatkan segala perasaan kamu, agar kamu bisa menerima nya dengan se ikhlas hati, kasih aku.

Beri kan lah sepenuh jiwa dan ragamu sehingga ke tetes ter akhir air mata kamu untuk menerima semua ketentuan Tuhan kamu Yang Satu.

Jangan kamu pernah mengalah kepada semua kesulitan di sepanjang perjalananmu sang kasih aku. Jangan pernah kamu menyesali setiap tetes2 air mata yang berlinangan di mata kamu. Kamu harus selalu sadar wahai mantanku, tuhan tidak akan pernah menguji hambaNYA dengan dugaan yang besar sekali sehingga kamu umat nya tidak bisa menanggung semua nya.

Kamu pasti bisa wahai kasih aku. Bisa untuk memejam sejenak kedua mata mu dan kembali mengingatNYA atas semua kesalahan yang pernah kamu lakukan.

Sang mantanku. Ku titipkan doa ini hanya untuk kamu. Karna aku tahu kesulitan yang kamu rasai membuat kamu seakan akan hilang arah dan pedoman dalam hidupmu.

Jangan pernah kamu hilang pertimbangan karna kamu tahu Tuhan kamu masih menyayangi kamu lebih dari aku yang pernah sayang pada kamu.

Amin. Doa aku buat si mantan yang pernah aku kongsi segala senyum duka dan lara yang tidak pernah bisa akan terlupakan.

Semoga tuhan selalu merahmati dan memberi kamu yang lebih bermakna dari apa sahaja yang pernah kamu miliki selama ini..

Ikhlas,

dari hati yang penuh noda & dosa pada Tuhanku.

Amin. "

Such a sweet remembrance of things that had gone by.

Love,

Shasha_xoxo

Aiman - Cinta Terakhir

Nice song, and NICE LYRIC too.
Reminds me of something that I cant forget once.

:)
:)

In the mood of listening to this particular song in a repeat mode. AGAIN ! :)
Suit my moods & situation as well.
Happy Listening guys !


*******************
Kau cinta pertamaku
Kau cinta terakhirku
Tiada apa yang bisa
Menafikan kasih kita

Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia

Mungkin kan terputus di tengah jalan
Mungkin kan terlerai tanpa ikatan
Usah ragu dengan takdir

Kau ayu di mataku
Satu antara seribu
Tiada tara di dunia

Mungkin kita kan berbeza haluan
Berakhirnya cerita percintaan
Segalanya ketentuan Tuhan



Love,
Shasha_xoxo

Vierra - Takut

Nice song. Nice lyric, just nice.

I desperately need a partner for Sosa !

Pls pls pls !
Do contact me if you have any information regarding any particular person willing to sell his/her female sugar glider !

email me pls: sha.biebambam@gmail.com

I desperately need a companion for Sosa :(

My little precious baby

Watching my baby (sosa) sleeping is the most sweetest thing ever. adorable and soo cute. Heee. I wud rather kill myself if something happen to him. He's now almost 8months. But his body is still that tiny. Heee. So cute.

I would kill myself for losing the most precious thing in my life ---> Sosa dearest.

I love u

I love u

I just love u so much baby. Mwah Mwah Mwah

Mumy loves uu ! :) A little creature sent by God to heal my pain & be with me everytime I need him. SOSA SOSA <3

Promise mumy u will stay stronger and survive ! Eat a lot okay gumuk. Love sosa so much

:)

:)

Love,

Shasha_xoxo

a good sign of pressure

Pressure ! Oh mann. Final is around the corner. Assignments need to be submitted before the study week says hallo. sigh¤ so many things to be done and need to prepare myself 4 the exams. I woke up dis morning and I was thinking dat I should start preparing mysef 4 the finals bcs I dun want to regret later ! (yohh. Skema na juak ayat !) Haha

Done woth my arab pun oral just now. Haishh. Susah doe. Die like dis
Huhhhh. Nevermind, reading n oral test, done ! Written test will be conduct next week. Huu. Test lagik. Hidup tok pake test2 ajak kali.. Uuuuuuuu

Gtg. Need to.complete my case study and term paper. :(





Love,
Shasha_xoxo

Sugar Glider

Hola ! Its me again. Its time to share one of my favorite most talk-about-topics ---> Sugar Glider (Petaurus Breviceps)

Origin Class : Mammalia Subclass : Marsupialia Order : Diprotodontia Suborder : Phalangerida Superfamily : Petauroidea Family : Petauridae

What is a sugar glider ? A sugar glider is a small marsupial possum from Australia, and parts of Indonesia and New Guinea. They are not related to flying squirrels, and are considered exotic animals in the United States. Sugar Gliders are nocturnal, meaning they are active during the night, and asleep during the day. Where did they get that name ? Their name comes from their two obvious characteristics. Sugar or Honey because of their preference of sweet things, and Gliders for their gliding membrane called a patagium. What does a sugar glider look like ? An adult sugar glider head and body measure about 5 to 6 inches in length with a tail equal in length to aid in balance and gliding. An adult male in proper body condition weighs about 100g to 130g, where as an adult female will be around 90g. The tail is fluffy, often curls on the end and usually is longer than the body length. Sugar gliders have hairless ears that can be moved independently in order to pick up the smallest sounds. A "wild type" or "standard" color sugar glider is gray or brownish in color with a long black stripe that runs from its’ nose to the end of the back. The underside of a sugar glider is a cream or white color. The last inch or so of the tail is black or brown. They have large protruding eyes, like most nocturnal animals, to allow for a wider field of vision. A sugar glider has five digits on each forefoot, with sharp claws to help grip branches. The hind feet also have 5 digits, and include a partially fused together 2nd and 3rd digit used for a grooming comb. There is also an enlarged, clawless, opposable big toe. The sugar glider has a patagium, a furred membrane of skin that connects to the wrists and ankles on each side of the glider, used for gliding. Sugar glider joeys are normally a nice slivery grey but as they age, they will shed away this soft joey coat and replace with their true colours. Some glider colours that we have here are the normal grays and a few shades of browns. Some would turn brown if they constantly stay in coconuts because of staining to the fur. You should not worry about the colours, for each sugar glider is unique in its own little way.

Before you decide if a Sugar Glider is right for you, please consider the following :- [spoiler]i ) Laws : Sugar gliders are not legal to have as pets in some homes or apartments, such case is in university campus. That is why, it is important to research this to see if your place allows sugar gliders as pets, especially to those who are students. ii ) Cost : Sugar gliders are expensive animals. Prices start at about RM300 for a normal gray sugar glider. Sugar gliders are very social colony animal, therefore, it is recommended that you get 2 sugar gliders instead of just one, same sex pair are preferred. Sugar gliders need large cages, toys, and have a complex diet. Even if you get a good deal on the price for your sugar glider, and cage, there are a lot more costs ahead that must been considered, such as vet bills and diets. iii ) Life Span : A sugar glider in captivity can live up to 15 years, provided it has good care. That means 5,478 nights of, chopping up fresh fruit and veggies, touching bugs, balancing meals, cleaning cages, and spending quality time with your glider. Being that sugar gliders are very social animals, having only one, you must handle it a minimum of 2 hours each night, not doing so can lead to depression, and ultimately other health problems. iv ) Allergic Reactions : A sugar glider is a furred animal, therefore if anyone is allergic to animal fur in your household, a sugar glider may not be the best pet for you. Sugar gliders do not have much if any dander, so usually that isn't a problem. People with sensitive skin may break out in a rash when handling sugar gliders. As part of their grooming practices, sugar glider will "sneeze" on their hands and groom their fur. The saliva in combination with their sharp nails can puncture the skin and cause a condition known as Dermatitis. v ) Vets : A sugar glider is considered an exotic animal, therefore not all vets treat them. It is important that you find a good vet that has knowledge of your exotic pet, before you get your sugar glider. vi ) Can not be potty trained : Sugar gliders can not be potty trained as they have little to no bowel control. They go whenever and where ever, which includes on you and your clothes. vii ) Children : A sugar glider can be a great pet for older children. If you do decide to buy a glider for a child, keep in mind that you will have to supervise care, as well as handling. Sugar gliders don’t make good pets for young children, seeing that they love to squeeze their pets, and could possibly injured the sugar glider's fragile body. viii ) Smell : There is a smell that comes with the sugar glider, as they do have scent glands. There are things you can do, such as, having a male neutered. Also regular cage cleaning will be needed. Males may mark you with his scent to claim you as his. Some owners add a few drops of apple cider vinegar to neutralize the urine and musky smell with some success. ix ) Other Animals : In the wild, sugar gliders’ predators are mostly predatory birds, such as owls. Sugar gliders should not be kept in the same room as screechy birds, because they find their calls threatening. As a general rule, sugar gliders and other pets don't get a long. Some dogs and cats can care less about the presence of your new glider, but others will just wait for the right opportunity. Use your judgment in these matters. Gliders should always have their own housing. Housing them with other animals can be very stressful for your glider.

Love & care for you suggies because they are only small creatures that need a lot of attention.

Love my little baby, Sosa

Love,

Shasha_xoxo

10 things I Hate About You

I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair.

I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare.

I hate your big, dumb combat boots and the way you read my mind.

I hate you so much it makes me sick — It even makes me rhyme.

I hate the way you're always right. I hate it when you lie.

I hate it when you make me laugh — Even worse when you make me cry.

I hate it when you're not around. And the fact that you didn't call.

But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you — Not even close, not even a little bit, not even at all

Quotes: 10 things I hate about you

Love

Shasha_xoxo

The old and brand new kerispatih

I m currently listening to both of kerispatih new and old song entitled,

tertatih (new song) & demi cinta (old song).

Different vocalist but I still love to hear most of their songs. Due to its meaningful lyrics & rythm. I just love their songs !

Tertatih, the brand new song (i guess so) is one of my favourite 'in repeat mode' song atm. same goes to the other song, Demi Cinta. Ohhhh. I love the lyrics !
Even if the previous kerispatih vocalist was slightly better from the new one, I still go for kerispatih. Plus there are some hot n lovely songs by them that could melt ur heart. Grab those albums & listen to every of their meaningful songs today !
Happy listening :)


Love,
Shasha_xoxo

Get inspired

" wahai masa lalu yg telah berlalu dan selesai, tenggelamlah seperti mataharimu. Aku takkan pernah akan menangisi kepergianmu dan kamu tidak akan melihatku termenung sedikit pun untuk mengingatmu. Kamu telah meninggalkan kami semua, pergi dan takkan kembali.

Wahai masa depan, engkau masih dalam keghaiban. Maka aku takkan pernah bermain dengan khayalan dan menjual diri hanya untuk dugaan. Aku pun takkan pernah memburu sesuatu yg blm tntu ada utk esok hari. Esok hari adalah sesuatu yg blm diciptakan dan tidak ada satu pun darinya yg dpt disebutkan.



La tahzan.

Love,

Shasha_xoxo

In repeat mode

Selepas kau pergi _ Laluna
Tapi bukan aku _ Kerispatih

Mode: Repeat

Songs that accompany me while I was sleeping at night. Nice song after all.

Ohh btw sosa dearest, pls be kind to mumy. I am extremely tired & exhausted tonight. Pls dun make a lot of noise syg :)
Mumy loves uuuu. More than anything.
( mumy even love u Glee dearest. Hope ure doing fine without lil bro, Sosa.)

Goodnight all.
Im doing fine & I will survive



Love,
Shasha_xoxo

April April April

Hugs & Kisses from Sosa :)

Decided to deactivated both of my social accounts to put more concentration on my finals ! Excited to end up this semester due to several reasons that I cant really explain.

Plus, get rid of reading those annoying status and comments from Back-stabbers. *sigh* Im tired and almost helpless. There's nothing much I can do to make things right back to normal.
But for sure, I wont let myself down. I need to be strong. To face those bad things with a good faith *giggled*

All the best for me & I will always be strong. Be patient & Just let it be.
Time will decide :)

Back to work
Good day everyone !

Love,

Shasha_xoxo

La tahzan wahai hati.

La Tahzan,

Merelakan apa yg terjadi kerana percaya semua nya adalah ketentuan dari Tuhan.

Semua yang telah terjadi adalah dari kehendak-Nya. Tanpa kita sadari, sebenarnya ada yang ingin DIA nyatakan untuk kita.

La Tahzan,

Menerima semua takdir dan dugaan yang menimpa dengan tenang dan ikhlas, itu yang seharusnya kita lakukan. Tuhan menduga kita., mungkin karna ingin kita sadar betapa kita telah melupakan diri-Nya. Betapa kita alpa dalam menjalani semua kehidupan di dunia ini tanpa mengenang dan mengingat nya.

Kita lupa bahawa Dia sedang memerhatikan kita. Kita lupa Dia yang telah mencipta kita.

Kita melupakan-Nya saat kita bergembira. Kita mengenang-Nya saat kita dalam kesulitan.

La tahzan, wahai hati.

Sekiranya itu yang telah tercipta untuk kamu lalui, maka hadapi semua nya dengan tenang.

Aku manusia biasa, Ya Allah. Aku penuh dengan noda & dosa. Aku hamba-Mu yang lalai dan alpa. Maafkan aku, Ya Tuhan.

Berikan aku petunjuk-Mu. Jauhi lah aku dari kesedihan yang berpanjangan. Jangan Kau biarkan aku tenggelam dan hanyut dalam kesedihan yang tercipta ini.

Lembutkan lah hatiku untuk saling memaafi.

Dia manusia biasa Ya Allah. Seperti mana aku, Aku hamba-Mu yang alpa Ya Allah.

Hilangkan lah kedukaan di dalam hati ini Ya Rabbi.

Berikan lah aku sedikit kebahagiaan walau pun seketika Ya Rabbi.

Tenang kan lah jiwaku menghadapi semua dugaan yang telah Kau ciptakan buat ku.

Atas semua kesalahan yang pernah terjadi, maafkan lah atas segala nya,

Aku merelakan takdir ku seperti ini Ya Tuhanku.

Aku pasrah,

Aku tidak akan bisa untuk terus berlarut dalam kesedihan ini..

Love,

Shasha_xoxo

A Letter to April

Hey, its you again. Nice to meet you, April.

I was not that excited to meet u at first, but I am hoping that you will become one of my best friend. March did not make me happy enough. After all the pain that Ive gone through.

Please April. Do not let me down.

Dear April,

I was crying last night. March tortured me real hard. Until I cant even breathe like usual. So many things happened to me when Im with March. April, Im begging you. Please dont do this to me. Again. Like March did before.

April,

I am still hoping you will guide me through. Help me and be with me whenever I need you the most. March was not that friendly. leaving me dealing with all of my sadness & pain alone.

April, promise me, please. Dont let me down.

April dearest,

I cried a lot in March. I even cant sleep well every night. Because of the nasty things that March did. Im in misery. But Im counting on you, April. You will always lift me up when I fall.

April,

Please tell me that you wont ever let me down, like March did. Please ?

Im begging u, once again.

Til then, April.

Love,

Shasha_xoxo

Letting go off something that is not entirely belongs to you is hard.

With all the mistakes and pain that u've been through, but still, it remains still in your memories.

Sometimes, u didnt mean to make those stupid things, but at the same time, its beyond your reach. U cant even able to explain the reason why.

Dear heart,

Just let it go, if dats the best 4 both of you. So that someday, u'll be able to find someome better than what u had before.

Keep this in your mind,

i'll

always

remember

u

:)

Love,

Shasha_xoxo