Tuesday, December 13, 2011

Welcoming my lovely joeys !



Male : Cloud
Female : Leona

Hello Bapa baru :)


Congrats dear syg :)

Bapak yg bertanggungjawab dgn kelahiran DUA Joey ! *dancing*

A blessing in disguise

Hello Tuesday, Soon u'll be gone. Start counting days when I realized few more weeks to go and I'm done, Insya Allah.

With all of the difficulties, I know somehow I will still rise and shine. In the name of God, I am thankful for things that Ive been through and making me even wiser :)

Woke up and read those text messaging from you, I finally realized, there's no one ever loved me like the way u used to. and no one could replace you, bapak. U made my day even brighter today. I love you for who u are, regardless of what people might say. try to bring us down, and were even closer together.

People made mistakes, so do i. We both learn knew how it feels like to be in dat kind of situation. But forever, we will make it through.

I love u bapak.
Thank u for every single thing


Sunday, December 11, 2011

Thursday, December 08, 2011

Untitled


The PAST cannot be
changed,
forgotten,
edited,
or erased.
It can only be accepted.


Saturday, December 03, 2011

Life



Life isn't that great,

Bitterness is like cancer. It eats upon the host. But anger is like fire. It burns all clean.
–Maya Angelou

#just saying


So many assume. So little know


Hate me, try to bring me down, destroy my life as u wish.

I'm fine with it.

Baby Bumps !








December babies :)

What If ?


I die young ?
Someone would rather be happy for that.

:) :)

Bebual lah. sounds yummy as well. he he

Thank You


u've forgotten me.

:)
:)
:)

Sounds pretty cool.



I write, You read




.. If you dont like my writings, dont bother to read.

As simple as dat, stalker.

i ain't talking about you, so dont feel offended at all.




:) Its Saturday morning and its better off spending ur weekend with ur special one rather than creating such a mess and feel offended for no reason.




She's my homies !

Siboh kitak nangis _Zee Avi






"this one goes out to all the single ladies in the house..."



Untitled





A lesson is learned,
but the damage is irreversible.

I would die for you


Nice song, nice lyrics.


Monday, November 28, 2011

To whom it may concern


YOU ONLY KNOW MY NAME
NOT THE ENTIRE STORIES OF MINE.
YOU'VE HEARD WHAT I HAVE DONE.
NOT WHAT I HAVE BEEN THROUGH.
U MAY KEEP ON JUDGING ME,

however,

I JUST DONT GIVE A DAMN.

Thanks :)

F.O


Selamat pegi mati, batu api.

Semoga hidup bahagia dalam neraka.

TQ

Thursday, November 17, 2011

A birthday shoutout!

Happy Birthday mak!
Happy 50th bday!

I may not be able to be the best daughter in the world, but i will always love you.
Throughout all the bitterness in life dat uve faced, i will always pray for ur safety and happiness.
Amin.


Forgive me, my mistakes.

acceptance

Someone who really loves you sees what a mess u can be, how moody u can get, how hard u are to handle.. But still wants u in their life.

gone

Bila hilang mcm angin, semua pun akan pergi.

Sunday, November 13, 2011

Duniya oh Duniya

Sik paham eh dgn manusia nak ada Hasad Dengki sik tentu pasl tok koh.
Apa masalah nya pun I dun understand at all. Tiba2 jak nak nganok urg sukati.
Haih. Kau sapaa ? Kau ada merik mkn aku kah ? Ada byr my bills etc ? eee. Kau tek kacakk ?

Heran eh. Sik paham dgn manusia nk suka carik pasal nk suka nk kondem urg.
Kali dah sikda keja or boring gilak, ya ngeruit nk berkelayie dgn urg ajak.
Uncivilized shitty.

Kali juak sbb nya ada byk gilak masa nk gago hal urg and rasa bagus gilak smpe nk kondem urg. Mun tek kenal sik juak apa. Tok tek sik kenal. Ntah dari sine kah. Tiba2 koh.
Ka mok jadi attention seeker ? Hobi kali nk ? otedah. Sorilah. Im so not going to waste my time layan sampah sarap kdk ya koh. Ya rupa banyak keja ku nk polah. Sekadar nk me reply email kau nk kdk urg sik bertamadun ya, bgus ku nyiap assignment aku.

Btw, Mulut ya bait2 sikit. Jangan sampe segal mulut, klak badan kunin knak minyak org dayak.
Sik pelu nk rasa urg puteh gilak koh nk tesumpah2 kdk apa jak. Mun dah khau pande gilak speaking, bgs kau jadi Dj Hitzfm gak. Sak kau sik kepak2 nak kelaka. And sigek juak, im aware juak koh Msian tok Democratic pun country. Ada hak nak ber kaka.
Tapi sik tauk lah nk kau tok bansa apa kah nk. Mcm sikda adab n ter sangat lah rude.
Mun stakat kau nk komen urg, sik perlu nk jatoh aek muka urg. Dah lah aku sik kenal kau. Dah lah aku sik ngaco idup kau. haih. Kau sapaaa ? Alien dari Planet ne ?

Eee Pelek dgn existence manusia kdk tok. Manusia ka ? Bagus gik bintang dari kau,

Oklah. Kepak nk type. Bgus polah keja.

Morale of d story, sik pelu rasa dirik bagus gilak. Sbb ada gik urg lebih bagus dari kita.

Tq :)

Thank God


Thank God,
Luckily
I m a Female.


Haha.
Pondan is Pondan.
Perhaps, maybe U GAY nak ?
Bisexual ?
Opss.
Sorry man.
Oh should i considered u as a MAN ?
Or She-Male ?

Opss.
Dont get offended easily.

:)

Thank U.


Wednesday, November 09, 2011

chenta



Muka sik puas ati

Ada gik sik puas ati

Haha Sorry sygg ! :D

The Notebook


The best film ever.

The
Notebook

Word !

Nice one from @bam_reel



Some people come in your life as blessings,
others come in you life as lessons.




Learnt my lesson very well :)

Lop,
Sha.

Music to my heart

Don't You Remember by Adele. (4 Stars)

When will I see you again
You left with no goodbye
Not a single a word was said
No final kiss to seal any sins
I had no idea in the state we were in

I know I have a fickle heart
And a bitterness and a wandering eye and a heaviness in my head

But don't you remember
Don't you remember
The reason you left me before
Baby, please remember me once more

When was the last time
You thought of me
Oh have you completely erased me from your memory
I often think about where I went wrong
The more I do the less I know

Gave you the space so you could breathe,
I kept my distance so you would be free,
And hope that you find the missing piece,
To bring you back to me,

Why don't you remember?
Don't your remember?
The reason you left me before
Baby, please remember me once more

When will I see you again

:D Drama Queen

Afternoon peeps.

Dlm byk2 benda rah dunia tok,
Ada banyak benda yg sik perlu di polah.
ada benda yg perlu dipadah, tp benda ya d ignore.
Tapi people tend to make it complicated.
Including me,

so, dats y people created quote tok,

Silence is Golden.

So, enuf said.

:D :D :D

Word !

" Tapi kadang2 hati ini jahat, Sofi. Abang biarkan hati abg utk rasa cemburu. Mungkin disebabkan Abang terlalu mencintai Sofi. "
Nice and lovely script. Taken from TV3 hott drama entitled 'Soffiya'



Tuesday, November 08, 2011

Good-Bye !

Hello. Im Rapunzel. Dun get me wrong. I may look like my bro, Glee :D

Good Night Darling

I'll be away :D

Bye !

Terima Kaseh

Terima Kaseh yang tak terhingga kpd Kumpulan2 Haters.
Thanks for making me a fighter. #dontbehating

You may talk bad about me behind my back,
but it's not a big deal anyway.
Still considering it as a motivational thoughts that will certainly push me higher and make me realize that somehow, still ada juak org concern abt me.

Oh ya, Thanks for the email, haters. u made my day.
Thanks for the wonderful thoughts and beautiful words.


Hari ini hari yg bakal berlalu.
Esok2 kita tidak tahu.

Pls dont feel offended, stalker. And thank u for reading :) :D

Some people may get mad at you due to some reasons. If you're wrong, seek for forgiveness. If you did nothing, just smile and take it as a lesson to be learn. Life isn't that beautiful as u thought. So just let it be. #Dontbehating

Good night peeps :D

Current Addiction


Wish You Were Here
:
:
Avril Lavigne.

Whoaa. Nice song. two Thumbs up :)


Will be updating my blog later. Due to heavy workload.
Pye !


Thursday, November 03, 2011

I am a Rabbit :)

I was born in 1988. Obviously most of them may classified me as a DRAGON. (Grr)
But sadly i'm a rabbit instead. (I was born on the 4th of January) A furry cute little creature. (so sweet)

Sharing some of the personality of RABBIT and DRAGON according to Chinese horoscope :)

DRAGON (Grrrrr)

Years of the Dragon

02/03/1916-01/22/1917

01/23/1928-02/09/1929

02/09/1940-01/26/1941

01/27/1952-02/13/1953

02/13/1964-02/01/1965

01/31/1976-02/17/1977

02/17/1988-02/05/1989

02/05/2000-01/23/2001

01/23/2012-02/09/2013



The dragon enjoys a very high reputation in Chinese culture. It is the token of authority, dignity, honor, success, luck, and capacity.

Strengths
People under the sign of the dragon are lively, intellectual, energetic and excitable.
They often can be leaders and try to go for perfection. When they meet with difficulties, they are not discouraged. They are magnanimous, romantic and sensitive about their reputation. They usually have great ambition and an ingenuous personality. They hate hypocrisy, gossip and slander. They are not afraid of difficulties but hate to be used or controlled by others.

Weaknesses
They are a little arrogant and impatient, while dragon women can be over- confident. Sometimes, 'dragons' are unable to control their moods very well due to being eccentric, tactless, fiery, intolerant and unrealistic. They may feel blank about the future. There is no lack of romance in their life over all, but they seldom give true love. Therefore, they do not usually show disappointment in love. They may criticize others for their inefficiency at work. They have a nature ardent to excess and couldn't withstand setbacks which make them flee away. If they overcome these defects, they can have a brighter future.

Fortune Fortelling in 2011 Overview:
The year of Rabbit may not run smoothly for people born in the year of dragon. Dragon people may meet with fluctuations in their careers and troubles in relations with other people. There is not much of repute this year but don't be over self-protective and narrow-minded.
Career: They may feel helpless at work. For example, a new project unknown to them would take them at a disadvantage. However, active planning and effective measures can still assure your success. Money: This year is not very good for making money. Illness and failed investments may cause financial losses. Think twice before taking actions and so avoid irrational and unnecessary expenditure.
Love: Single dragons may feel lonely this year. Don't be frustrated and accept that there is nothing to be gained from a formed relationship this year. Love can be regarded as a lottery and affinity usually happens like a sudden sparkle. Those who have partners may lack emotional warmth. Mutual understanding and care will help to avoid any cooling of affection.
Health: Pay attention to gastrointestinal disorders and diseases. Exercise caution against possible threats to your health when going out and about.



RABBIT (Furrrr)

Years of the Rabbit

02/14/1915-02/02/1916

02/02/1927-01/22/1928

02/19/1939-02/08/1940

02/06/1951-01/26/1952

01/25/1963-02/12/1964

02/11/1975-01/30/1976

01/29/1987-02/16/1988

02/16/1999-02/04/2000

02/03/2011-01/22/2012



The rabbit has represented hope for a long time, by Chinese people. It is tender and lovely. The moon goddess Chang'e in Chinese legend had a rabbit as her pet, which stimulated the thought that only the rabbit was amiable enough to match her noble beauty. The Chinese character 'Tu' (rabbit) is part of 'Yi' (escape or leisure) indicating speed and distance. The Han people have a custom that a pregnant woman is not allowed to eat rabbit meat for fear that the child will be born with a harelip. The newborn is given paintings of children and rabbits representing that the child will have a peaceful and happy life.

Strengths
People born under the sign of the rabbit are gentle, sensitive, compassionate, amiable, modest and merciful, and have strong memory. They like to communicate with others in a humorous manner. They cannot bear dull life, so they are good at creating romantic or interesting spice. They are soft-spoken and welcoming, being fond of peaceful love life. They hate arguing with capacity of converting an enemy into a friend. Rabbit people are homebody and hospitable, and like house fitting-up. They can work with speed and efficiency, do not insist and get angry easily.

Weaknesses
They lack meditative abilities and often sink money into ideas that may cause failures in their career. They are amorous and not determined, soft in appearance and stubborn inside. They usually do not submit to dreary life, but create romance. They are not good at delving deeply and likely to escape the reality. They may lose good chances because of reserved personality.

Fortune Foretelling in 2011 Overview:
2011 is the benmingnian (year of birth) for rabbit people, a year to offend 'taisui'. To avoid undesirable changes and troubles in life, people born in the rabbit year should be calm and especially cautious. It is possible to gain support from some helpful people. It is promising in June, September and October. So, it is triable to leave the chances to get promotion in love, business and career at that time.
Career: Rabbit people should be positive, passionate and hard working to prevent from dispute with friends, colleagues and customers.
Money: They may suffer money losses, even start to use the deposit. They are likely to have strong desire to buy something, which was found to be useless finally. It is suggestive to earn more income and cut down expense this year, avoiding money lent, investment and gamble. Love: Single rabbits may have little chances to meet well-content people they are fancy for. Marriage life is routine, perhaps even colourless, but it is so. Don't think it a problem. It is just a reminder to maintain family harmony.
Health: They should be alert of unexpected injuries. Minor ailments deserve a cure as earlier as possible.


Rest in Peace,
KIKI dearest

Mama loves u :")




Good days peeps :) :)


Sharing sometimes is not considered as loving :)

Love my Little Sosa and Rapunzel so much :) :)

Random picts taken by my LAME BB camera. *phew*


Sosa (Left) and big momma (Right)
Cute Little Sosa ! Oh Mummy loves u darl :)
Rapunzel and my fluffy pink socks :p
Little Sosa with his Outstanding pose. Ngegeh -_-"
So cute !


I love u more than everything :) Even more than human itself. Mwah !

Wednesday, November 02, 2011

Hellooo Schaza Zedane

Helo Adik ! I hope adik bc post i okayy. Specially meant 4 u.

I hrp u survive and still dpt bernafas now. Since u dah buat kecoh2 dekat blog u. homaigad. u ter sangat berani eh. I salute 10 jari la dgn u. Outspoken abis. Tp sadly x bertempat. Seriously, u skrg sdg melonjak kan nama u til sma taraf dgn ARTIS now okk. Good job bitch !

Btw, to those yg blm update dgn kisah sensasi SCHAZA ZEDANE, sila lah ke blog BELIAU and baca lah dengan senang hati. Nah, link ! http://elhmo.blogspot.com/

So, anyway, i nak ucapkan GOOD LUCK and SELAMAT MAJU JAYA utk u. Msh jauh perjalanan u cik adik. So, x payah nak over.

Psstt. Bak kata Kak Lehot, Muka kau ku tereka ku klak. Muka kau kacakkkk ? Haihhh.


Follow her on Twitter @@SchazaZedane

Saturday, October 29, 2011

Please LIKE LIKE LIKE

Hola everyone ! Pls like Sosa&Rapunzel Fan page on Facebook today ! And I'll update you guys (Suggie's freak !) with a lot of informations and things to be shared :)

Thanks for the LIKE, darlings :D :D

Click on the Link

Friday, October 28, 2011

ohsem babies :))



Hola ! My Little Rapunzel has two in pouch babies now :) Love Love !

take a look at her belly. hihi twins :D

Sleeping babyy. So cute :)

she's sitting down while Little Sosa is sleeping :D

Love of my life :) Mwah !





Wednesday, October 26, 2011

The Notebook of Love

The Notebook of Love:

“Wouldn’t it be nice if we could wake up
In the morning when the day is new
And after having spent the day together
Hold each other close the whole night through”

–The Beach Boys"

'via Blog this'

The Notebook of Love

The Notebook of Love:

'via Blog this'

I find it interesting to read and gain some more knowledge on Love. Perhaps I should learn more :)

Things to be share:
" Love comes to those who still hope after disappointment, who still believe after betrayal, and who still love after they hv been hurt "


Tuesday, October 25, 2011

On my Playlist

A particular Song stuck on repeat mode for the past few days ->

Someone u used to know by ZeeAvi.

1 word to described > Amazing ! Here's the lyric.

It was helpless anyway
There's nothing much we could do or say
Darling don't you think it's a shame?
that it had to end this way

So here's to say goodbye,
our love is lost, and we cant figure why
maybe it really is about time
that we finally made up our minds

So Darling, here's to you
i hope that when you find someone new
that she would always be true to you
to love and understand you

Soon you'll build new memories
then slowly you'd forget about me
then i would slowly be
a distant memory


Soon i'll just be
that someone you used to know
But darling you will thank me
for letting you go
time is not for wasting
i hope you'll find your intended
But i'm sorry
that your intended isn't me

it's not an easy thing
to shake off our history
i know that's what you want from me
but they will always stay with me

i admit i made mistakes
but darling with you it's just the same
if we stay there will be more to make
i dont know how much more we can take

Darling, it would be unfair
to stay with something no longer there
its not that i no longer care
i'd feel like a burden you cannot bear


Love,
Sha xoxo

Thursday, October 13, 2011

Raindrops

U remain still the one who hurts me so much.

Terima
Kaseh
.

Heloo In som nom nom mia.

Alhamdulillah. Done with the critical part for my report. Even if im sooo not in the mood to do it. But i managed to motivate myself. Do not let others bring u down. Stand still. Be strong. Do not cry like a baby anymore. Cmon. U can do it. Hep hep!
oh ya. Seem like im hvg an in som nom nom mia. Ouch. Im doomed. Pls beautiful eyes. Cmon, lets sleep. Tons of work need to be done early in the morning. Have enough rest beautiful :D

been listening to Adele, Someone Like You. Ohsem and hawtness song. Me love it.
Off to Dreamland. Good nite peeps.
Thanks for making yesterday such a 'great day' to me. Ure ohsem! Pray for yourrrrr happinesss and have a great day too!







love.bloody bitch girl.

Wednesday, October 12, 2011

Thank you for loving me

Hello Wednesday. Thank u for not being nice to me. :|

thank u for those who used to told me everyday that they loves me.
I appreciate that. Friends. Families. My used to be boyfriend.
I do appreciate that. Like seriously.
Sometimes i do considered it as ine of my motivation to keep on walking and never look back. Even life was pretty hard this time around, but indeed, i knew i will still be love by those who loves me. Thank God.

When i close my eyes. I do hope for a miracle. But i havent found yet. The true meaning of life that will constantly changes my life into happiness. Still, i need more courage to move on.

Girlfriends, we r sisters. And thank god i found u.
Boyfriends, we can still remain as friends. Im not into serious relationship right now due to my past mistakes. I do made alot of mistakes. And i dun dare to drag you into my misery life. Find someone who loves u more rather than i do. Maybe this isnt the right time to do so. Im sorry.

Saying goodbye to all the love in the world. *seriously i do not know why im posting this. I m questioning myself*


goodnite stalker and bitches. U made my day

are u bitch enough??

Hello peeps.
This particular post is dedicated to a slut who loves to messed with me.
Are u bitch enough to mess with me?
Do u mind to get out of my life. I knew so many things abt u and i can easily brng u down like u did to me, bitch. But pls. Dun make me do dat coz it will definately makes ur life damn miserable later. Fuck off bitch.
U only know my name, but u dun even knw how it feels to be me.
So keep ur mouth shut or ill kick ur ass.




Notes: bitches are everywhere. Beware of faggot who tried to be ur friends but later she will turn out to be a first clasd backstabber.
Just a reminder

Tuesday, October 04, 2011

:)


I'll Stand by you :)

I’ll stand by you
I’ll stand by you
Won’t let nobody hurt you
I’ll stand by you
Take me in into you darkest hour
And I’ll never desert you
I’ll stand by you


I'll stand by you, Gf :)

Counting days.


T_______________________T

Im quite terrified lately. And I'm not that excited at all.
see, my baby Rapunzel will soon be a mummy. (oh no !) And I'm so scared to accept the fact that I will soon nursing my baby's baby. *sigh*

I Need to educate and learn more about the Breeding knowledge. Ya ya ya. Blame me for my mistakes. I should have not let both of them live together since I know Little Sosa is on heat, for every minutes ! ouch ! And know I have to prepare and educate myself with more knowledge on Breeding. Will someone help me plss ?

Will update later on her pregnancy ^^

Monday, October 03, 2011

Dear GF

Dear Gf,

U know who u are. Life is getting hard nowadays. Leaving all of our laughter and joy together behind. Trust me, girl. The future ahead us will bring us back together :)

Babe. Whatever difficulties that wanna bring us down, u know i will always be by ur side. Always ! Promise ! I'll be your shoulder to cry on. I'll cry together as I can feel the heartache inside of you. We both must stay strong and guess what, only few more months to go, darl. Time will pass by as we both make our way to find our happiness.

I mis u. And thank u for being my very best friend. I will always be your friend. Promise.

Guys, u better watch out. I can simply leave you bcs of my girl. cos she's always be there for me :) She knew what's the best for me and we r much closer compare to u.
oh ya. loving my besties doesnt reflect that i m a LESBIAN. But appreciation to my girl is much more sweeter than a BF does.

Love u GF.
Please be strong.

Love,
ur besties <3

Saturday, October 01, 2011

untitled.

Hey october. Pls help me to live my life like i m dying tomorrow. Pls let me apreciate every single thing dat will bring happiness to my life. Isnt dat great if i am about to smile and laugh as loud as i can. Oh i knw i can do it when i want to do it.
Wake up girl. Stop being stupid and live in a misery life. Hey dis is life. Face it, whether u like it or not.

But i will always love my sosa. Rapunzel n not forgotten, glee dearest. Muach! i love uols!

Tetaplah berdiri sang pemimpi

Nice song by Nineball. Oh i just lovee d lyric. C'mon. Im so damn motivated whenever i heard dis song. And keep on repeating the track all over again. Almost 100x ody. Hehe. Enjoy the lyric guys! thumbs up for Nineball.

Tetaplah berdiri by Nineball

chorus
Tersenyumlah dalam langkah
bulatkan hati demi mimpi
jangan pernah rasa lelah
dikejar mimpi kita yg nanti
tahan lelah
berdiam gerah
menghadapi makna kehidupan
tetaplah berdiri.


keep on walking cos u know u will finally get there. U will.

Hello October

Hello! finally, its october. 3 months to go and im starting counting days!

Friday, September 30, 2011

Runaway

Welcoming October in a few hours and say a little prayer to end up September dat almost broke my heart each and every second. I m hoping for a meaningful October. And let September rest in peace.

I couldnt sleep tobite. Even if i felt so tired n exhausted at the same time. Things dat linger in my mind had made me feel so bad. I m still on the mission to plan a perfect runaway. To end up the misery deep inside of me.

Wish i could walk a thousand miles ahead without thinking and make myself free out of control and let my inner self control and lead the right path. I wish i could left those misery and walking ahead with an empty heart. All i need is a brand new soul that will eventually let me do whatever i want to do.

Im tired of dis bullshit. I wish i can stay away from the life that im forced to face each and every day. Life seems hard lately. Til i feel theres no more room to put my patience. I had enough of dis thing call misery. Can i just turn back time and stay the way it should be? Im just human. I cried a lot when i feel dat i cant stand no more.

How i wish i could be more wiser and try to wake up from dis misery. I shouldnt let tears to be my next best friend. I dont want to. I want laughter to be the best medicine to cure dis broken heart.

If only the mistakes can be erase and we will live happily ever after as one. Ohana. I miss great ohana like we used to. Before.