Runaway

Welcoming October in a few hours and say a little prayer to end up September dat almost broke my heart each and every second. I m hoping for a meaningful October. And let September rest in peace.

I couldnt sleep tobite. Even if i felt so tired n exhausted at the same time. Things dat linger in my mind had made me feel so bad. I m still on the mission to plan a perfect runaway. To end up the misery deep inside of me.

Wish i could walk a thousand miles ahead without thinking and make myself free out of control and let my inner self control and lead the right path. I wish i could left those misery and walking ahead with an empty heart. All i need is a brand new soul that will eventually let me do whatever i want to do.

Im tired of dis bullshit. I wish i can stay away from the life that im forced to face each and every day. Life seems hard lately. Til i feel theres no more room to put my patience. I had enough of dis thing call misery. Can i just turn back time and stay the way it should be? Im just human. I cried a lot when i feel dat i cant stand no more.

How i wish i could be more wiser and try to wake up from dis misery. I shouldnt let tears to be my next best friend. I dont want to. I want laughter to be the best medicine to cure dis broken heart.

If only the mistakes can be erase and we will live happily ever after as one. Ohana. I miss great ohana like we used to. Before.

to walk or not to walk

Its been a busy week for me! new semester, so many things to be done. New subjects. Oh ya, new lecturer as well. So excited to cocomplete my bachelor programs and misery and so-called book worm life will end! (oh. Day dreaming) pheww. So many thngs bother me lately and i just dunno hw to react. I feel so bad when i know those obstacles that hit me real bad will definately turn my life into 360 degrees. Its a total change and i might have some problem in adapting it.

How i wish i could still hold on to myself and make myself comfortable with the changes. I know i can do ir. But i need to keep on motivating myself that i will survive. The option to walk or just stay and wait for miracles to exist are choices that will totally change my life. Forever. But i still believe, there will always be shine after the rain. Insya Allah.



Love,
sha.

To whom it may CONCERN

Helooo stalker. Whoever u are, u knw who u are.

Btw this blog is officially mine. So sukati aku lah nk ngkah gmba aku kedak pondan ka, kedak asuk ka, kedak babi ka. Like i care ? Kau ya sebenarnya PATHETIC.
Nganok muka urg kedak pondan, so lok muka kau. Kacak bena sik muka kau tek ?
omgg. Fes time aku dpt komen bodoh dari org kdk tok. nang ank sapa lah ya. Kesian eh. Sooo pathetic.
Mcm asuk melalak2.

Sorry, no dogs allowed to bark at my blog. with all those nonsense comments.
Muka aku x kacak, jadi apa masalah kau ? aee. Aku tek mintak duit kau kah ? kesiann. nang xda keja.
Oklah, mun muka aku kdk pondan, well at least aku rempuan. aku bukan PONDAN.
or else, sbenanya kau yg PONDAN ?

haha. retarded abis lah manusia bangsa dengki tok. haha

a sinner

A sinner wilk always be a sinner.

Forgiveness will never be accepted :-)

#LaTahzan 1

*Ganti itu dari Allah.

Allah tdk pernah mencabut sesuatu dari Anda kecuali dia menggantikan dgn yg lebih baik. Tetapi. Itu trjdi apabila Anda brsabar dan tetap redha dgn ketentuanNya.

Betapapun, kita harus melihat dan yakin bahawa di sebalik musibah terganti balasan dari Allah yg beujung pada kebaikan kita.







Love, sha.

La Tahzan

#shashasyedyusuf is currently reading "La Tahzan"

i once read this book before. but due to my unorganized timetable and student life made me forget the existence of dis book ! Well i guess this is the best book to motivate ur soul and life. well a good motivator for me as well. Life was hard and cruel to me lately. I need something to keep me awake and to keep on walking and never stop believing. Have faith in Allah.

La Tahzan is an Arabic terms in which referring to this term, "Jangan Bersedih Lagi".

Subhanallah. I was amazed with the writing and how well the author had actually made me realized of some things that I never thought before.

Thank you Allah for the wonderful gift. I will keep on reading this book and will make sure that it will be the most powerful medicine to cure this misery.

oh u should also consider yourself reading this book and trust me, no regret.

And I would also like to Thank Allah for the wonderful life. Even it wasnt that wonderful like others, but I will always accept Qada' and Qadar.

Ya Allah, jika ini yg tersurat di dalam kitab hidupku.. Bantulah aku untuk menerima semua ketentuanMu dengan redha dan ikhlas. Jauhkan aku dari kesedihan yg berpanjangan. Karuniakan aku kebahagiaan di dunia dan di akhirat.

Sekiranya ada yang ingin kau suratkan padaku, maka bimbinglah aku ke jlnMu Ya Allah,

aku bermohon kpdmu...

La Tahzan ya Sha.

Insya Allah.

Love,

Sha