Sorry

i came across with this kind of thoughts few days ago.

People seems to put aside the important and how strong "sorry' means in their entire life.

Something to do with reminding myself :)

I will pray for you. cos u know I do

To forgive & To Forget

Welcome back Nisfu Syaaban.

Waiting for you for all this years.

I was delighted and excited to be part of you. As I want to move as far as I can to be a good Muslimah.

And tonight, I pray to you, Ya Allah so that I will be given strength to face the obstacles and punishment due to my mistakes and sins.

Ya Allah, please show me the way. Please guide me.

And tonight, I will sincerely forgive u. And intended to Forget my past.

May Allah bless you, dear.

Live life as the way it should be.

Amin.

Love,

Sha

you're from a whole another world; a different dimension

Tanpamu

Tanpamu by Sabhi Sadi feat Helena.

I coincidentally found this song yesterday. Quiet nice and meaningful as well. So sweet. :')

Things I regret

Hello World.

Its been a while since I havent updated my Blog.

So many things happened recently and I have to admit that I'm tired living in this world.

Can I just die ?

I just missed my precious memory that I used to live before. With love and joy it brings to my life.

Now I realized things had changed and I might not be able to grab and hold on into it, forever.

My life became a mess and I just dont know how am I supposed to rebuilt everything :(

And I already closed the door. And I threw away the keys. I just want to be alone.

And let time heal the pain and misery..

There's a lot of things that I regret. Regret for having things that I dont want to happened now.

Can I just turn back time and have a brand new life ?

How I wish I can make it through,.

Love,

Sha.

Shontelle

Say Hello to Good-bye

July

Dear July,

Please be nice to me.

I didnt asked much.

Dear July,

Forgive the unwanted sin.

Forgive the unforgivable matters.

Dear July,

I already locked the door and throw away the keys

I dont asked for strangers to come into my life.

As I wanted to be alone so much.

Dear July,

Im bad. And I will always be.

Pls give me some guidance.

So I can be the best that I can be.

Dear July,

Enough crying, enough making mistakes.

I will turn around,

and look back no more.

Dear July,

Pls. Im begging you